When It Is Enough

Last week was his "hell week". Lots going on and how in the world would HE remember to include me was my ongoing thought. Just wait. Just be patient. Just stop with your only child complex thinking it is always about you... I would remind myself. But there it was....in the midst of his busy-ness I was included. I was at his side, not really doing much but I was just there and it hit me, this is enough. I don't want more. I am happy with just being in it all.

Sometimes I think HE thinks that I want something wonderfully designed or something extraordinary. But I don't, not as much as HE thinks. I just want to be in it, and with him. HE allowed me to be in it this week. And when I'm in it, I need nothing more. I feel special. I have more to give. I feel a part of things...bonified! And that's a good place to be.