Wednesday, January 18, 2012

What a fucked up day!

It seems the only time I want to post to this blog...which, by the way, was named for the hopeless romantic that has seemed to diminish before my eyes, is when I feel like shit.  There was no one thing that made today a shitty day but it was a series of "unfortunate events" all linked together to form a fucked up day.

Why do I want to blame my feelings on the vet, my daughter, my boyfriend, and my employer?  Why do feelings have to have a "cause"?  Can they not just be feelings? 

I might change the name of this blog...but for now I will continue to feel what I feel and try to make sense of it.  I will also give thanks and gratitude for what I have because that's the right thing to do.