Giving

Giving means extending one's Love with no conditions, no expectations and no boundaries. 

Today I want.  Today plans have changed and now I want what I want....but HE may not want to give me what I want.  But I should be the giver today.  I should give him what HE wants.  HE wants solitude, and peace and focus and, not me.  

I feel myself pushing him to want me.  I feel myself looking for reasons HE doesn't want me.  I feel angst and stress rising up inside of me.  But I am learning to choose peace, not to fight for every single thing I want.  

It is important to remember that we all have everything we need now, 

What I have now is a beautiful day, a house filled with opportunities, solitude, the ability to be infinitely creative and productive, and many hours left until the sun goes down.  Today is filled with possibilities. Maybe I don't get what I desire first, but maybe I will get more out of today than I ever thought I would.

Happy day to you, my Love.  And happy day to all. 

Excerpts from Love is Letting Go of Fear, by Gerald G. Jampolsky, M.D.