Friday, January 28, 2011

Cycle

Frustration couldn't be higher.  Anxiety grows every weekend when it starts out like it did last night.  HE greeted me at the door and it was ....tense.  His peck on the lips then step backwards gave me an indication that HE was retreating from me.  HE says HE was stepping back to take a look at me because I looked pretty.  Ugh....what to believe......we did not have sex....until this morning.

Why do I always feel like time is slipping away.

Breathe....and let it come.....and have faith that it will come.......(sigh)

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