Ironically, I feel closer to him than ever before. HE has been more open and honest and has pushed through a lot of difficult questions. I have been more open and honest and I have put my feelings before his. It has been rewarding in many ways and I feel more confident about myself as a result.
I emailed him today about this. I told him that I see a change in him. I do. It is scary to think about the next time HE gets ready to make a date with her. Will HE tell me? Won't HE? It will be up to him....
But until the bad feelings resume their places in my heart and in my head, I will just revel in the feelings of hope and love that reside there today.
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