Maybe the distance is what keeps everything fresh and exciting. Maybe once it seems like a 24/7 relationship, it becomes monotonous and boring and too familiar. Maybe I need the distance as much as HE does but I don't yet really understand that part of me. And when there is distance I make it about him creating it. And maybe HE does but maybe it's because HE knows that a little distance between us will make things more enjoyable when we do see each other.
Sometimes I just want to know that at the end of a long, stressful day, I can curl up next to him, feel his warmth, not say a word and be held until I fall fast asleep. But for now, my pillow will have to play that role until the next time I see him. And not say a word.
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