The thing I am learning is that it truly is just a mind set. I tend towards creating stories instead of enjoying what comes to me. We had an amazing weekend. I felt close to him. We laughed and joked with each other and things felt very safe and secure. I think I am creating what will happen throughout the week. HE has already said HE is going to be busy. I translate that into him forgetting about me. I wonder if HE will be spending time with some woman that HE has yet, again, failed to tell me about because HE doesn't want to be honest and open. But, then, like a blanket tossed off in the middle of a hot night, the bad feelings lifted.
It's all in the mind. I have what I need. I have what I want. There is nothing more to think about. Today was a good, lazy day. I got to relax and take care of my own stuff. HE loves me. Now is the beginning of my week, to take care of myself; to focus on me. ;)
Back to the routine.
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