I feel so lonely sometimes. I feel ignored and taken for granted and unloved. I know it's not true but sometimes people are so mean to me. Maybe my hard exterior makes it so that people feel they can just say whatever they want to me and it will be ok. Or maybe, I am too blunt with people and they are resentful so they just give it right back to me but in a mean-spirited way.
Others have their lives and things get busy and nothing is taken away from me but I feel scared that I will end up like my grandmother...in a nursing home with no visitors for weeks at a time...and a family who finds it more of a chore than a pleasure to sit with me while I die.
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